Raining Blood

The nightmare still plays on...
My life is this complicated knot. I'm trying to un-knot it slowly and gently, but everytime I do, it gets even more twisted and complicated.
I have learned that my problem does not revolve around me and only me. It revolves around others I can't seem to classify into a category. Are they family? Strangers? Friends? Enemies? I don't know what to name them. It doesn't matter anyway because nothing can change the fact that it makes everything worse.
The guy is even more attached to me... His mother hates me... His sister has been talking... People are opening thier eyes slowly... My family have placed a bet among themselves that i'm insane and this guy will run off in no time... So what? My mother considers it a challenge and wants me to prove them wrong. I'd like to prove them right rather than wrong... See how complicated it gets?
Where is the exit in this riddle?

"Trapped in purgatory
a lifeless object,
alive
awaiting reprisal
and death..
i said, she said..
death will be their acquisition
the sky is turning red
return to power draws near
fall onto me
onto her
fall onto me
the sky's crimson tears
abolish the rules
abolish the rules
made of stone
pierced from below
souls of my treacherous past
betrayed by many
now ornaments dripping above
awaiting the hour of reprisal, mmmm
your time slips away
raining blood
raining blood
from a lacerated sky
bleeding its horror
creating my structure
now i shall
reign in blood" - Tori Amos